[Intro]
I don't know where I'm headed but I've been
Wonderin'

I don't know where I'm headed but I've been
Wanderin'

It's all too much I've...

Became the chump I've
Tried to avoid whole life~

[Verse 1]
Lonesome..
But never lonely
Just a kick drum and a conversation with the old me
Molding
It's hard to stand tall
I've never recovered from the fall
Now I feel small
Feel like I've lost all patience
And it's hard to pick myself up off the pavement
And impossible not to be the doctors patient

Do I really feel any faith sit?

[Break - Verse 2]
I'm upset with the way that
I separated ways back
When we were way, way, way high in the sky
with all of the pride
we felt when we looked into the other side
it was eternal through time

At different angles
I feel the anger
but I conceal the doppelgänger

I'm high
All of the time
I cannot find
The any reasons for...
all of these rhymes

( it's how you explained I could never truly die. )

No idea why I am frozen
And I don't know why I feel so fuckin' broken
I guess I was hopin'
That one day you would open
You are the reason I'm golden
I've toughened my chest I have bolden
I promise
I'm run of the shadow
I harness the laugh of the battle
the facts that just tackle
it's all but just hassle
sometimes I can see the castle
But the keys could just grab you

I'll live there...

you let me know what you're after...

And I'll sit here...

write my raps for a million more years...

[Verse 3]
So this is what it feels like....

That's what it does when it heals right?

I've already told you
I embraced every single last one of my fears

Capture the moment and hope to just hold it
'cause the smallest of motion
just moves it out of focus
and I promise just hold this
motion of grandeur
the hope that I thought ran on forever and
the moments I understand
I am a man from now til the end I am both alive and dead

This is what it feels like to finally feel ahead

(They don't) She doesn't see it

Nah nahhhh nah nah nah

...now they're laughin'

Nah nahhh nah ha haaa ahhh

Done lyin' to myself
I hope you can receive the same wealth...

I still think about you every day
Don't think you'd say the same

The feeling doesn't wanna go away
Ándale
Feels like I'll never escape

It aches more then you'll ever know
I just wanna let it go
I can feel it in my soul